Head full - taking space in some indie games

 My mind has been incredibly full with thoughts about ADHD and autism. But I'm not ready or willing to communicate that here just now. It's a confusing and alienating space at the moment. Lots of strong rhetoric and disagreement and righteous anger about this Uta Frith article. I get the anger. Fully. But I still don't feel allowed to have an opinion on it. It's isolating. I may be diagnosed as ADHD, but not autistic (yet?). I'm chronically confused and I spill out all these complex thoughts to AI, because who else has time for it. Unpacking all sorts of memories and patterns. So no poetic language from me today. Just fragmented pieces.

I played some games on Steam to focus on something else. Firstly finishing Planet of Lana (a sweet platformer I wasn't expecting to like more than Neva, but I did). It was more touching and I liked the sci-fi elements. I liked the animation too. Then an hour on Stone Simulator: Just Be A Rock, where absolutely nothing happens except the gradual cycle from day to night and shifts in the weather. So far, so Zen. But definitely an antidote to the doom scroll and the overactive mind.

Here's some pictures: 



















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